13.11.11

"He's the kind of guy who you willing to stay up late at night just to have that long conversation. You know that its the only time you guys will have for each other. The time where you thought things would be perfect if it's actually exist right in front of you. But you just knew that won't be happening anytime soon. That time you knew your parents will go berserk on you when the bills come. The time you knew that you have to fight with your eyes to stay awake in the morning classes afterwards. But you just don't care.

He's the kind of guy you will always wants to be the only one that he will set his eyes on. Only you. You'll put your best effort to make him feel special on his very special occasions. The one that you hoped you'll be the first in line to wish him a happy birthday and the last person he'll say goodnight to. The one that you'll panic for two days earlier on planning a day out with him. The one you've been wanting to see after not seeing each other for months.

He's the kind of guy you wished he'll be just like your best friends. The one that think the things that you like is the coolest thing ever and he can totally relate to, keep every little secret of yours, that believes you unconditionally and cares for you more than anything. Chemistry. He considered as things that you look stupid, silly or even ridiculous sounds so adorable in his way. The feeling that you hoped someone accept you, no matter how pathetic you looked like.

He's the kind of guy who makes you love your name just because he says it. The one that wrote your name down when he misses you. Everything that he does he had to involved part of you in it. He’s the kind of guy that never let you off his mind. Not even for a second. He's one that keep on listening to every crap you're blabbing when everyone else ignores the hell out of you. The one that will give you all of his ears.

He’s the kind of guy that makes his effort to get close to you. He’ll find a way to keep the distance between both you not too far apart. He wants to be in a place where he knows he can sees you everyday. Just you. The guy who rush everything for you just because he afraid that he’ll loose the time to spent to talk to you. He knows he haven’t been calling you for awhile and so he almost choked at his own breath running back and forth to find a way to get through to you. The effort that he makes just to hear your voice. Your weird ugly voice.

He’s the kind of guy I hate falling for. I don't know what convinced me to take the chance to be with you. But every day I am so thankful that I did. This might sounds so cliche but fuck it. I love you."

So, am doing some blogwalking. And I found this one pretty lady's blog at Hanan's blog. And yeah, I copied those sweet thing from her blog lah. You guys should check her out. No regrets man :)


And yeah, reading those reminds me of my so-called puppy love during high school. Which you should  kill me, I've spent thousands of my parents' money on telephone bill. No kidding, thousands. Which I supposed to use it to go shopping instead. Okay stupid, I know. But there's no regrets as hell yes you gave me memories at least. And memories kill. Okay now am confuse haha.  Well, I miss you Mister. And I hope you are happy with her now.  *serious face*